Thursday, February 24, 2005

Run Away

It's ok to cry. It's okay to be vulnerable. It's ok to feel weak.
Those are three things that I have learned to do.
I decided that I don't like them anymore.
I don't want to cry, be vulnerable or weak. So, here goes the mask. Back on. As much as I thought I was doing good...
Today I want to put it back on and no longer talk about anything bothering me. I can talk to God. But why anyone else? Don't like it anymore. Funny how you can go back to hiding so easily.
So all my steps forward to uncover myself and let people see who I am in all my weakness is going out the window.
Time to use the security again....
Darn it....

8 comments:

Lori said...

gosh, where did you and michelle go last night? wherever it is, i'm staying away too!

Sue said...

You know what, It is okay to have a bad day now and then. We would not appreciate the Joy if we did not know the sorrow. I am praying for you today. Love you, sushi.

Miss-buggy said...

Last night was actually good. It's just that I have decided that I don't like dealing with something and I think that I would rather hide from it all....

rose said...

don't do that! i've spent 4 weeks retreating...hiding. not anymore. i'll show my pain, and my reliance on God and my friends in my pain. to journey the road we have chosen is to be honest with God, ourselves and those who love us.

eep......i think i've found my next blog (when i have time to write it)!

susanna said...

you can run but you can't hide!

James Goudie said...

blaahhh

kaybrayshay said...

Okay, I think that I am scared now!! Now I am not sure if I want to go. The blogs today are either sending me the message "You were invited for a purpose" or "Stay home and hide"

Knowing full well that the first message is from God and the other from my evil evil twin...

Mitch said...

dear miss-buggy,
my name is mitch. i read what you wrote in my blog and i just want to let you know your an answer to my prayers. ive been asking god for someone with some inspiration to lifty me up kately and so far its been you. i am eternally gratefull for what you have done for me! thank you
email me: do_it_4_the_crowd@hotmail.com mitch